Life Update

well, the drama that has gone on is far beyond explanation. Suffice it to say that i am now 5 months pregnant and i have relocated. This is my last day at work (mark the occasion) I thought i would never leave this job...guess that's what i get for thinking. I have not been able to write since i became pregnant i feel that this child will be extremely creative considering 1. she is my daughter and 2. she is sucking all my creativity lol. She will be a beautiful little girl like her sister and we can't wait to meet her.

I guess you could say i have gone through all the normal concerns and worries and some excessive nausea and vomiting...I got a short month long reprieve but now i am back to the nausea and vomiting...i have gained a healthy 7lbs :{ bleh. I make myself feel better by saying most the weight is in my boobs...(let me live in my little world.)

Hope all you writers out there are being creative
Happy writing and blogging to all.

Random Rhythmic Writing

I stand alone amounst the mess I myself have made. Arm and arm with sorrow, arm and arm with pain. Forever will I dwell in the softest kind of sting feeling on the surface but never knowing whats beneath.

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Suffocating without breathing
Smiling without feeling
Standing tall through all the sorrow
I wonder if I'll see tomorrow through the clouded dizzy haze
of all the parts i have to play
The world my audience
The stage my art
The smile my shadow to cloak my heart.

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A secret life hidden inside
A secret sorrow no one can find
a hollowed chest where my heart once dwelled
no more will my shame excel.

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